hmmmmm...

alright. i am ready. no one is trying to hurt me. you are never trying to hurt me or anyone. i love you and the past we share. i love you and the future to come, whatever it may hold... youve seen me at my worst. you know all the bad things ive ever done, and who ive done them with. now its my turn to call off the militia i have protecting my heart and let it happen.

this too will pass, have patience.