lets take our time

i want to move slowly and surely...

hmmmmm...

alright. i am ready. no one is trying to hurt me. you are never trying to hurt me or anyone. i love you and the past we share. i love you and the future to come, whatever it may hold... youve seen me at my worst. you know all the bad things ive ever done, and who ive done them with. now its my turn to call off the militia i have protecting my heart and let it happen.

this too will pass, have patience.

No one is going to hurt you dear Alice.

i feel safe when im with you, if i only knew you would stay with me. thank you for loving me and letting me love you. time will tell...

'ive been looking for my wife my whole life'

update: well you sufficiently humiliated yourself. lost your temper. oh my, so much emotion and fire. thats the last time you blow me off.

we'll all float on anyway

molested you? is that what you are telling everyone?

perhaps i have made a mistake. a big, big mistake...

i suppose the only thing i can do now is apologize

oh you frightened me so much. i feel so ashamed, i have pushed too hard.
its a good game though, and i will always have the birds to my name if worst comes...

touch and be touched. i've seen you in the future already and i still love you. oh but why do you scare me so much? your indignant fury, and unkindness scares me so. its okay, im the only one who can handle it...

you can see the beauty in all of these breathtaking beings and i love you for that. you let them take you away. the vulnerability of fluidity and the immense strength that comes with it. get lost in the labyrinth of life with me forever.

you see, i need someone who can let me be me and feel the light even in the darkest night

what if im the one that cant handle it too quick? what if im the shy one? what if im the white elephant in this room? what if im a little child?

oh m.brooks you had it so right...

when you least expect it...

speaking my truth, i feel 100 percent better and eveything went that much better--- anything  i want. i think i may be way more sensitive than i think. ouch. funny funny thing...

2ci, take it slow and we will see how this goes.
keep him wanting more

Tainted Love

I hate you. I could give you everything. You would have loved me until the day you died. Youre a little insecure boy, lost in the forest, trying so hard.


It's okay though. I know I was crazy and if I had of taken it easy we would be in bed right now. 

Virgo,

I love you so much and I feel so close to you. And then. I cant get any closer to you and all I want is to be the closest we can be. Thank you though, for where we do go. I bet you would think I was crazy if you knew the thoughts in my mind. Oh well, its the madness that comes with the genius. 


I desired you so much that night. to let go. To drop everyone else and to have you and I. You would feel so uncomfortable if you knew this. 

I love you, your soul, your light, your everything- but now I know I am going to lose you once I make that commitment and fall completely into to someone who can meet me where I want to go. 

Dear Aquarius,

I am bored. Get over it. You get bored all the time.




Forever Yours ...

I repeat: how many times do i need to make a fool of myself?

how many times do i need to make a fool of myself?

hmmm, come snuggle with me.


i love snuggling! i do. im an addict. 
desperate much? wheres the excitement for them? 


especially with someone so noble... you dont break the rules, do you? i tested you over and over and you passed. that makes me feel nice.


think of the things we are capable of.....


so big.
provider, thinker, powerful, pride, expansive stability 


con. mundane, risk?, passion?, wheres the gamble?

no more worries...

the key to this game: sincerity and kindness

panda puff

take me away

all away, escape, freedom. youre me times three. no expectations.

i see you seeing me. you feel it. i hear you talking about family. i watch your strength when you get hit. your fluidity... your vulnerability is breathtaking and powerful.
i cant even imagine what we are capable of. the vast valleys and mountains, weather of every color. as long as i have you.

then i fuck it up. "i dont know"

play the game, drop the tension ashley. whats wrong with you.

you have my number

come to seattle

wives just lonely, whats going to happen when you put on that wedding dress?

watching me, seeing what i want to
feeling how im actually not very free.

im a drifter looking for a home. you understand me so well on an emotional level. i would never need to worry about infidelity.

the beauty in wanting an average life...

i like the way you say what you think. everything bothers you. its nice. you wear a grimace on your face. youre cute. support.